I Spent My Life Learning to Trust What I Already Knew

 

I have known things for as long as I can remember.

From around the age of one, I was sensing people and picking up on things I could not have known in the usual way. I also have an unusually clear memory of my early life. One of my earliest memories is of the first reading I gave to the photographer who took my one year old photograph.

I know that sounds rather extraordinary.

The funny thing is, it didn't feel extraordinary to me. It was simply how I experienced the world.

The first person to really recognise what was happening was a blind carer I called Grandma. She understood that I was seeing and sensing things other people could not.

I would tell my grandma things about people that I somehow knew, usually in the privacy of our own space.

Then, when I was six, I was told to shut it down.

I was told that my abilities might frighten people and that people would not understand.

So I learned not to talk about them.

And, like most children, I became very good at adapting.

 

Born in front of London's Big Ben, yet shaped by the world.

 

My family background is wonderfully mixed.  

50% Irish, 25% Chinese, 18% African, with a dash of Scottish, Welsh, Russian, Polynesian, and a tiny sprinkle of the unknown.

I've spent my life exploring our incredible planet, living in 15 countries and travelling to 54!

YES, I'm a global woman who blends cultures, perspectives and experiences wherever I go.

 

I learned to live in my mind

 

As I grew older, I moved further into the world of the mind.

My professional journey began with a degree in Applied Psychology, followed by my studies in Psychoanalytical Psychotherapy. I was fascinated by human behaviour and wanted to understand what makes us think, behave and become who we are.

I loved learning. I still do.

But the deeper I went, the more I began to question whether we could really understand a human being by looking only through the lens of the mind.

I had become very good at thinking, analysing and understanding.

What I wasn't so good at was listening to my body.

Or my heart.

Or that quieter part of me that simply knew.

For many years, I was living almost entirely from my mind, full of doubt and fear, while increasingly disconnected from my own innate intelligence.

Looking back, I don't think I had lost my abilities.

I had simply learned how to hide them and not to trust them.

 

At 33, I changed everything

 

At 33, I made a decision that changed the entire direction of my life.

From the outside, I had what many people would call success. I had a stable career, financial security, a nice home in London, a fiancé and a life I had carefully built for myself.

But inside, I knew something was missing.

So I walked away from it.

For the next decade, I devoted myself to discovering what was really possible for a human being and what it meant to live, love, lead and create from a place of inner freedom and truth.

I became my own human experiment.

It was not always comfortable.

I had to face fears I had spent years avoiding. I questioned beliefs I had taken for granted. I began reconnecting with my body, my heart and the parts of myself I had learned to silence.

And slowly, something began to come back.

My intuitive abilities reactivated.

So did my connection to what I now call Divine Intelligence.

But perhaps the greatest thing I regained was trust in myself.

 

Then I began helping other people

 

By the time I was around 42, I had begun working with other people and sharing the information I could intuitively see for them.

For many years, this became a big part of my work.

I could see things people couldn't see for themselves. I could bring information to the surface that helped them understand their relationships, their lives, their businesses and the decisions in front of them.

I loved watching what happened when someone suddenly saw something they had been unable to see before.

But eventually, I noticed something I couldn't ignore.

People could receive incredibly powerful information, have a huge realisation and feel completely seen...and then go home and carry on doing exactly what they had always done.

They knew.

But they weren't necessarily changing.

That taught me one of the most important lessons of my life:

Knowing something and changing something are not the same thing.

 

The question that changed my work

 

I started asking a different question.

What actually allows a person to change?

Not simply to understand something intellectually.

Not to collect more information.

Not to have someone else tell them what to do.

But to access the truth of what they already know and actually live from it.

That question became the foundation for the next evolution of my work.

 

Why I created Divine Mind Intelligence

 

I created Divine Mind Intelligence, or DMI, from this understanding.

DMI is a system I developed to help people move beyond the patterns, conditioning and limitations of the mind so they can access their own deeper intelligence.

It isn't about abandoning the mind.

I have spent far too many years studying and using mine to suggest that!

The mind is extraordinary. It helps us analyse, understand, create and navigate the world.

But it isn't the whole of us.

We are far more complex and multi-faceted than our rational minds alone can explain.

I came to understand that intuition and intelligence are not opposites.

They can work together.

And when they do, something changes.

You stop constantly looking outside yourself for the answer.

You become more discerning.

You trust yourself.

You make decisions from a deeper place.

And you begin to create a life that actually belongs to you.

 

The work I have done since

 

For many years, I have combined DMI with my intuitive abilities to serve professional women around the world.

Women who are intelligent, capable and often very successful, but who reach moments in their lives or businesses where their usual ways of thinking are no longer giving them the answers they need.

I have helped women and men transform relationships, businesses, decisions, direction and the deeper patterns that keep them repeating the same experiences.

And what has fascinated me most has not simply been the speed of the transformation or the external success that follows.

It is what happens underneath it.

The peace.

The clarity.

The joy.

The feeling of coming back to yourself.

The moment a woman stops asking, “What should I do?” and starts asking, “What do I already know?”

That is the part of this work that still lights me up.

 

And now I am coming full circle

 

In many ways, my work today has brought me right back to where it all began.

To knowing.

Only now I understand it very differently.

The little girl who sensed things she couldn't explain did not have all the answers.

Neither did the academic woman who tried to understand everything through her mind.

Neither did the woman who spent ten years transforming herself.

Each version of me had a piece of the truth.

I needed all of them.

The child with the gift.

The woman who developed the mind.

The woman who faced her fears.

The practitioner who spent years working with people.

And the creator who developed DMI after realising that information alone was not enough.

They all brought me here.

 

What I do today

 

Today, my work is about bringing the right information to the surface, at the right time.

What is happening beneath the obvious?

What are you not seeing?

Where are you doubting yourself?

What is creating unnecessary stress and tension?

What do you already know, but keep talking yourself out of?

And what becomes possible when you stop doing that?

This is the heart of my Intuitive Systems Reading work.

I am not here to tell you how to live your life.

I am here to help you see what is there, so you can make your own decisions from a place of greater clarity, confidence and self-trust.

Because I know what it is like to doubt yourself.

I know what it is like to live in your head.

I know what it is like to sense something deeply and then convince yourself that you must be wrong.

And I know what becomes possible when you finally stop abandoning what you know.

After a lifetime of learning, unlearning, exploring, questioning and discovering, I have come to a rather simple conclusion:

You know more than you think you do.

My work is to help you access it, trust it and use it.